Infinite Essence is my response to pervasive media images of Black people being shot and killed by police.

What if the images you see of people who look like you are dead and dying bodies? How does that affect the way you move through the world and enter your body?

With this series, I’ve set about on a quest to recast the Black body as the cosmos and eternal. I hand paint the models' bodies with fluorescent paints, and using my engineering background I have augmented a standard flash with an ultraviolet bandpass filter, to only pass ultraviolet light. Using this method, in total darkness, I click down on the shutter – “snap” – and for a fraction of a second, their bodies illuminate as the universe. 

In Igbo spirituality, odinani, we believe in the existence of a “chi” in every person. So just as you are seated reading this and I am here, speaking to you through the page, on the spiritual plane, our spirits, our chis are also convening together. Ultraviolet light is not visible to the human eye, and so we can illuminate and find – albeit temporarily – the unseeable therein, the soul, the chi. It is on this plane of existence where, regardless of our experiences of oppression on the physical plane, Black people are infinite.

As infinite as the universe, and the stardust that forms every fiber of our beings. Infinite Essence.

The origin of the series's name comes from a quote by Chinua Achebe discussing Odinani (traditional Igbo spirituality) and the concept of "chi." In his exploration of "chi" and seeking to define it for a contemporary audience - Achebe found more questions than answers. But in his exploration, one line in particular stood out:

"Or is chi an infinitesimal manifestation of Chukwu’s infinite essence given to each of us separately and uniquely, a single ray from the sun’s boundless radiance?"

("Chi in Igbo Cosmology." In Achebe, Morning Yet on Creation Day, 93-103 ) 

Similarly, I have started this series with more questions than answers. But with each click of my camera working to uncover a bit more of the divinity inherent in Blackness. 


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